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My throat hurts and I dunno why...

So I'm drinking lots of tea, so that might help...somehow. Because I have a sleepover tonight again and I do NOT wanna feel like crap. There will people I don't know there! XDDD;

So yesterday, I started acting out the random cosplay skit that popped into my head. It involved red t-shirts, Belarus, and Russia petting Lithuania's head and asking for his brown pants. Yeah, I don't know either. Maybe I was high off of steam.

So I believe I've mentioned before that I made a Xion muse, and if I haven't, well, now you know.

I like playing her. ^_^



I'M 19.




I won't be home on New Year's...or much tomorrow, either. I'm going to a sleepover, and then I'll be at my parent's friends' party, which I go to every year and enjoy the good food and talk to the other teens my age, which adds up to about three? I dunno...

But yeah! I made something nice for all of you here...and no, I didn't draw it because I suck at art!


...Now that I have your attention, learn this!

I am now on meds.

...Yeah, I'm too hungry to go into it right now.


Alright, back now. I can talk about it now.

So we went to the building...right away, I felt bad about it; the waiting room was very tiny and crowded. But hey, insurance pays for it, what can you do. Our appointment was for 2:45, but we didn't get out of there until 4...I mean, really...

Once we went in, I was struck by how much his office looked like...an office. Like, desk and diplomas on the wall and everything. And he had pure white hair, and seemed kinda old, and now I'm imagining Alexander Rybak with white hair and - I SHOULD STAY ON TOPIC.

Okay, so when I first saw his name, I thought, "...Russian?" Not something eloquent and politically correct, just "RUSSIAN". And when I saw him, it was hard not to giggle because he had an accent, and I just...yeah, this is one of those situations where my Hetalia fantardiness could get me in trouble. I'll keep myself together.

But he asked me questions, and I had trouble understanding him...not because of his accent, but because I just didn't know what to tell him. I'm like that with every adult that asks me questions; I want to give them what I truthfully know, and when I don't know what to say, I try not to say anything; I don't want something bad to happen because I gave a wrong answer. Like, I don't want to take medication I don't need, or anything.

But he asked me things, perscribed me something, we went and got it, and after I ate copious amounts of Chinese food, I took half a pill. I have to take half a pill for a couple days, then one a day. I'm nervous...but I'm willing to try it if it'll help. And besides, my parents'll make me take the pills of I don't do it myself...and I'm not wasting anyone's time any money about something like this, no way.

I wonder if it'd be easier to not take anything...but I don't know what to do, really. He said I should see a behavioral therapist...

So I'm thinking of applying to adaugeo with the guy in my icon, and by thinking, I mean I've written the application up and put it in a Word Document. But now I'm getting kinda nervous...I know it'll be okay if I app him, and I'll be able to connect with other characters, but...

Well, if you're thinking about a new game...
Why is it that only anime men can pull off long hair? Most real guys just look icky when they have it, but in anime, it's like, major sex appeal. I MEAN LOOK AT MY ICON. Dear Christ, can that man work a ribbon.