So I'm drinking lots of tea, so that might help...somehow. Because I have a sleepover tonight again and I do NOT wanna feel like crap. There will people I don't know there! XDDD;
So yesterday, I started acting out the random cosplay skit that popped into my head. It involved red t-shirts, Belarus, and Russia petting Lithuania's head and asking for his brown pants. Yeah, I don't know either. Maybe I was high off of steam.
So I believe I've mentioned before that I made a Xion muse, and if I haven't, well, now you know.
I like playing her. ^_^
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THE LAST TIME THIS HAPPEND WAS 19 YEARS AGO.
I'M 19.
IT HAPPENED IN 1990.
RIGHT AFTER I WAS BORN.
I'M SO TOTALLY SPECIAL. ^^
I won't be home on New Year's...or much tomorrow, either. I'm going to a sleepover, and then I'll be at my parent's friends' party, which I go to every year and enjoy the good food and talk to the other teens my age, which adds up to about three? I dunno...
But yeah! I made something nice for all of you here...and no, I didn't draw it because I suck at art! 
I am now on meds.
...Yeah, I'm too hungry to go into it right now.
EDIT:
Alright, back now. I can talk about it now.
So we went to the building...right away, I felt bad about it; the waiting room was very tiny and crowded. But hey, insurance pays for it, what can you do. Our appointment was for 2:45, but we didn't get out of there until 4...I mean, really...
Once we went in, I was struck by how much his office looked like...an office. Like, desk and diplomas on the wall and everything. And he had pure white hair, and seemed kinda old, and now I'm imagining Alexander Rybak with white hair and - I SHOULD STAY ON TOPIC.
Okay, so when I first saw his name, I thought, "...Russian?" Not something eloquent and politically correct, just "RUSSIAN". And when I saw him, it was hard not to giggle because he had an accent, and I just...yeah, this is one of those situations where my Hetalia fantardiness could get me in trouble. I'll keep myself together.
But he asked me questions, and I had trouble understanding him...not because of his accent, but because I just didn't know what to tell him. I'm like that with every adult that asks me questions; I want to give them what I truthfully know, and when I don't know what to say, I try not to say anything; I don't want something bad to happen because I gave a wrong answer. Like, I don't want to take medication I don't need, or anything.
But he asked me things, perscribed me something, we went and got it, and after I ate copious amounts of Chinese food, I took half a pill. I have to take half a pill for a couple days, then one a day. I'm nervous...but I'm willing to try it if it'll help. And besides, my parents'll make me take the pills of I don't do it myself...and I'm not wasting anyone's time any money about something like this, no way.
I wonder if it'd be easier to not take anything...but I don't know what to do, really. He said I should see a behavioral therapist...
So I'm thinking of applying to
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I guess that's all I can really say about it. I'm planning Maid!Hungary, and I'm going to accomplish it no matter what. I was considering Casual!Russia, you know, with a Soviet Union T-shirt and sunflower stickers and such, and I find that I really wanna do it because the estimate for it is really cheap.
AND THEN THERE'S SAILOR MOON.
...This is gonna be an Ebay-Amazon Tag Team Event, yo...
...And I just realized that all three need wigs. Cripes.
S-So yeah. What the hell, so many things happen to me...but these're good things, good things...
( Epic Sleepover Of Epicness )
So I'm pretty excited that Tolstoy seems to know how to write love. I'm only about halfway through the first story in this book ("Family Happiness"), and I'm all thrilled that he knows what he's doing. Of course, I doubt people would read him if he didn't...
...
Oh yeah, Tw*l*ght...
Wait, no, I shouldn't say that. There must be something going on there for it to be as successful as it is. I mean, God, I saw the ad for the latest movie so many times already...I start spazzing and hissing when I hear it. XD
*AHEM* ANYWAY. To say that Santa (*coughFINLANDcough*) disappointed me this year would be a lie. Yeah, I got a bunch of shirts, but they're really cool shirts, and this bracelet he gave me...it's like, purple garnet, and it has a little metal cross and a little piece that says "Believe" on it. I think it's my favorite thing this year; I'm wearing it right now!
SO YEAH, P2P PARTY TOMORROW WITH THE FAB SEVEN...MINUS TWO. It's just us girls this time, and there's another party planned for right before New Year's...I mean seriously, this one's from the 26th to the 27th, and then there's one that's from the 30th to the 31st. I'M GONNA BE PARTIED OUT, MAN...but I still have so many people to hang out with before they leave me...or I leave them...
So I got this nice gift card that I can use ANYWHERE from Santa (*hackFINRANDOsneeze*), and I plan to use it to obtain my Hungary cosplay. I could get loads of DVDs or manga or anything in the world, and I want this cosplay. Why? Because damn it all if I don't have it in time for a convention or Sakura Matsuri (which is in May). Planning ahead much? Always.
So, thank you Santa (SUOMI), for all the joy you bring~!
Wherever you live, whoever you are, I hope you have a wonderful Christmas, and if you don't celebrate it, have a nice two days of stuff and things! <333333333
SO BEING WITH MY FAMILY ALL DAY WAS NOT TERRIBLE. I was dragged around to bake cookies, and had to peel and then bread shrimp, which went much smoother than it usually does, and everything came out really well! I read a teeny bit of Tolstoy and watched old Christmas specials...you know, the Rankin Bass ones for kids with the puppets and animation and such? Oh, and part of a show about real vampires. Made me remember what that really awesome reality show was called. I MISS THIS SHOW, WHAT THE HELL.
I mean, yeah, I woke up feeling a bit icky, and my dad had to go into work, but I like this Christmas. It's peaceful, and I get to tell my parents that Santa is from Finland while they argue whether he's German (Dad) or Italian (Mom). *snarf*
But yeah, I come online and PREVIWS OF RUSSIA'S SONGS ARE UP and HIMARUYA IS UPDATING HIS BLOG and just...God...
BUT YEAH HAVE A WONDERFUL CHRISTMAS AND I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH YOU HAVE NO FREAKING IDEA. ^_^-
I have my puppy and good food and people who care about me and my own bed and I have to go back to doing chores all the time but it's TOTALLY WORTH IT for all the good things I get in return. Ah, God, and to think I was all emo this semester...and it's over, finally over! GLORIOUS WINTER BREAK, HOW I SALUTE THEE~
So I'll have to get up and take my brother to school in the morning, so my mom can get some last-minute shopping in, but man...anything's better than being all "BOO HOO" at school.
My finals were not bad. More book things, again, and yeah, they were a pain, but I know I did well on them. I actually feel somewhat confident that I survived the semester. I think my goal for the next one is to try and connect with people and talk about what's up with me more. I'm used to feeling like people don't listen, so I end up rambling to my parents because I know they listen...but I need to realize that people not immediately related to me might actually listen, too. I really want to get better with that.
...Well, I have all of break to improve on my friends here! XDDDDDDD
( Just a long ramble. Question at the bottom is relevant. )
But yeah, now I'm wondering...what kind of books do you like to read?
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAA~
I find this incrediably funny.
Okay, I'm gonna go lay in bed and try to sleep.
I remember loving a red-haired girl
Voice haunting, eyes imploring
But all she knew was pain
All she gave me struck my heart
And when I cut the ties, she flew away
On the wings of a tainted angel.
( You want the explination? )
YEAH, WAY TO GO THERE SENTENCE. SO COHERANT.
So the snow's coming down pretty hard around here...didn't see the snowflakes from the window until...I wanna say 2? But it was falling at 1, even if the flakes were epically tiny.
I have...an idea for something really expansive again. It'd be cool if I could just keep it as a fanfic, but part of me always thinks how lovely it'd be if I could make it into an original piece...but! This time, I should keep it as a fanwork. If I'm ever going to write an extensive original work, I need some decent practice. I'll go outline some things right now
EVEN THOUGH I SHOULD BE STUDYING INSTEAD OF TALKING ON SKYYYYYYYYPE!
XD
I finally finished my screenplay, which I've been neglecting for weeks. I know it's absolutely horrible now, I mean, I was soon at the point where I was trying to fluff out lines a bit without them looking like shit. Added the scenes I wanted to add, and some I pulled out of nowhere, but altogether, I'm just glad I finished it.
HOW'M I GONNA STAPLE THIS I MEAN REALLY. Thirty one pages (that includes the title page), it's a freaking packet of death.
I'm glad I don't want to make this a career. I don't even wanna LOOK at the thing anymore. ^_^
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